I wish I were thick enough to feel immune towards rejection.
And not get tired of listening that we should be doing something another way.
And more brains to have thought of something that was so obviously obvious.
And more sensibility to reason with myself what is and what is not.
And I wish I could get all of these in one go instead.
Shit.
Learned helplessness successfully induced.
[“…………………”
“You okay?”
“………………… ”
“Hey?”
*5 minutes later*
“You know what, this feels like……..Ouch. ”]