i think i need to understand that trying doesn't mean succeeding
that every effort might mean one step up the ladder
just for that leap
that might crumble everything that i am now

i think i need to understand that some things are meant to be taken step by step
in sequence

i think i need to understand that what am i doing now
is not forever
that a detour is needed to the future

i think i need to find myself again
because i'm losing it faster

signing out.